Jill Zilla (rowr!) ([info]jillzilla) wrote,
@ 2001-11-10 02:20:00
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an attempt to describe goals and my time as it actually is


It's been some time since I wrote about goals. This is not
a particularly interesting entry, but I am sworn to write
about goals whether it is interesting or not. Here are some:


  • The five-year plan includes spending at least six months
    outside of the USA. Likely more.



Hmmm. Maybe I should write instead about what I'm working on.


  • Work. I want to write some code. I've been avoiding writing
    code for money for years now, because the design part of coding
    stirs up the scary stuff that came up when I was in massage school.
    I want to learn a big complex system and be able to make it work
    a lot better.
  • Learning Mandarin. I feel this could use a lot more time
    than I am giving it, since work is quite demanding. I miss
    the furious pace at which I used to be learning to write characters.
    And learning vocabulary could use more time than I'm giving it.
  • Riding my bicycle. This isn't really something I'm working
    on; it's something I'm making the time for. It makes me feel
    fully alive.
  • I have been making more efforts to reach out and connect with
    people more. I couldn't do that for a while after massage school.
    And it's taking more effort now with an economic recession hitting
    in these parts and the people I had met moving away.



And things I'm not working on right now, but am thinking about:


  • I've been itching to do yoga, almost physically itching.
    My muscles are crying for it. And so is my mind. For the first
    time since massage school, I can contemplate doing something
    meditative without feeling dread.
  • Meditating. I did it once, a few weeks ago, at a time
    when I really needed it. But it is only regular meditation,
    not occasional meditation, that causes me to feel that I am
    losing my sanity.
  • Music. I am moving into a place where I can have a piano.
    Now what to do with that? I've also been tempted to take up
    the accordion.
  • Dancing. I just love to do it, in spite of the disadvantages,
    most of which have to do with aching knees and the difficulty
    of finding dance clothes.



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